Lyrics.

I’ve got a story there find my bride

And mend my ways

Then slipped in a puddle hit my head and bled

And I find

I’m all I got

Mystery man has read to me for a year now

or so it seems

You always hit me

Like sun dancin hits on ice

I got my ways to deceive

And I got my space to receive

yea, I got my space to receive

And I got some time

I’m all I got

I wish you coulda been a soap opera actress

I think allot about the trail that we took

Directly misinterpret

A sorry life with you

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Tequila gives me some color and

Cures me when I’m not insane

Tequila beat me around the bush

I wish I coulda been a pirate a sailor

Sail’n the seven seas until I drown

I’d drink the rum and raise my black sails, and I

Wish you coulda been a little bit closer

I wish you coulda been a light in the sky

Give me a sign on these troubled seas, I have

(chorus)

(solo)

I’m really drunk

From all the thoughts that I thunk

But if you gimmie a shot

I’ll take whatever ya got

Make it as quick as ya can

Put it up and I’ll slam

But if I had my, choice give me the worm

(chorus)

and Tequila warms up my body and

Tequila goes thru my veins

Do some Tequila now beat me around the bush

I’m two weeks away

I wish you coulda been right there with me

(chorus)

I’ve Killed me Yea, They pushed me ya see

I’ve Killed me yea, You’ve helped me

There’s no such thing as self

There’s now way to go to hell

Except not to believe,

your choice is fine with me

Since I can’t breath

my friends have turned on me

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Flowers bud around here

They bloom in my buried fears

You pace on top of this, relinquishes my need

My passing ‘is all that can set me free

Hold on, Don’t stop

Make it so anything is possible

I’m here, until it gets too tough

I’m gonna run away

(bridge)

Some have told me to

go back some other way

I haven’t seen the sun as one

or with out me me

Leverage too cold, no way I could behave

I’ve stopped me now

(chorus)

I’ve saved me yea

Take no more ya see

I’ve saved me yea

This is it...

No Surrender

can’t find the peace iI seek

I’m locked up in a place

I wanna set you free

As kids we sat here

Self destructive youth

Me, you, a friend, your brother

We made this fate come true

We placed it in a mailbox

We tied and set the fuse

Now one more jump thru time

To not let it come true

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I take my chances to make an out come

A little better than the one before

I hope to know you let timelines hold you

These changes write a path that ties my hands

A piece of me dies with you

Memories tied in my book

Rewritten time again

A fool I am that you mistook

How by being with you

How by your sweet smile

How by my self-indulging

Now someone pays the price

A memory that I find

A memory to rewind

A memory drawn thru time

A memory I unwind

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There’s no more cross roads

that can amend this

Disaster coming that I try to end

Help me see the path

Jump in, take e it back

Free you form the pain

I can’t insinuate

I see you see me

In a future that I want

A future that can be set free

I owe you this one chance to make it

I’m have to set things right

I’m gonna try until I die

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I hadn’t been born

I wouldn’t met you

I’ll fix it now with love and go back

I like to sip wine

And let each moment be stolen

Its like a never-ending wasteland

And not enough flowers in bloom

I pour out my inhibitions

See reflections collapse

As if a sweet memory, tickles me

A tease and the last

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Each time I feel alive

Its time to try and revive

My gateway thru the cellar door

Bad moon bad people

Seem to drift along

I guess without knowing

Responses and answers are wrong

That cellar door opens

Removing my time here

So smile and grace me

Peace I know no fear

(chorus)

Now I’m so indifferent

Surrounded in warmth

There's only angels

And spirits guiding me forth

No more trauma

So don’t cry for me anymore

My body left me

On the other side of the cellar door

Distance is close to near

and I celebrate when you are here

My friend picked up the hint today

He’s leavin’ now we can do it

Produced within my silenced head

Exceptions are indulgences

ya see,

I’ll portray instability

hey I fake A wise man’s grin

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I’m gonna give In

Wanna feel once again

Time is not me friend

Will I break if I bend?

Don’t spread your arms

Don’t look too far

This fatal flower can consume you

Don’t be alarmed

Just hold me tight

Hover above in kind

ya, see I

I’ll portray instability now you

have a bruise on your chin

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(bridge)

Help me know myself

see I’m better than I use to be,

now not much here for you and me

help me once again

Or I’m steppin every breath I take away

(chorus)

Think too much of another and I

Bring some help to my brother and ah

Shoulder resting sequence

Saps me of my strength

What gives me hope takes my dignity

Looking for love beats the shit outta me

This seeing is not believing is not

Healthy or confused

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Be a saint for me

When I wake up then I go to sleep

Just knock me out take advantage of me

I’m laughing that were meant

To be alive and so amused

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I’m in a Turbulent psycho recipe

Reason push dirty thoughts in the mix

I have breathed to deep for you

(chorus)

Set me free

I hate you

Whats more left to say

A hazard I’m so plastered

No more left of me

You have delt out

Tried to, blah, blah

Making sense of nothing

Now set me free

(chorus)

I hate you

Resembeling diversions

Distraction melody

Put up defenses

Maybe time said to me

I can’t subside

I can’t hold memories

Paroled my temple

Now its time to set me free

(chorus)

So many days gone

wasted on hatred

I count my placement

Of fist to pavement

I’m so enraged gonna turn the page

Choose yourself I hate this song

Its only here for everyone

(chorus)

Delineate me, set the angels free

Be awkward with me

Grape vine and Brea

I’m gonna breast feed

There's too many places to get lost

Everything don’t have to have

a reason to make sense

Delineate me, scrape off the meat

Rub shoulders to see

Grape vine and Brea

I’m gonna breast feed

There's too many places to get lost

Everything don’t have to have

a purpose to make sense

I asked a friend, I asked a friend

to understand, understand

I told a tail of you, I told a tail

And only the black flower

Would share with me

I had to suffocate

And simplify bering born

Retrace steps from last night

She held my hair

And crept on back down the stairs

Wait until its alright to fight it

No release

Delineate me

Blood on my roses to take on the streets

Its my opinion that we should never meet

I tried to be with you on New Years eve

Now I’m carryin’ to much for my shoes

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Bury me or lock me away

Not a consequence I see

You cannot deter me

Love I got I wish you’d see

I’m tired of compainin i’m tired of this drink

I’ll sink a bit deeper now I htink that I think

Like a fallen star so it happends so quick

There right on my shoulders but I don’t react

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Bullet Proof

Sweet to stang

Heavy breathing, rest up to swing again

Now multiply

These images

Negatives

Round her waist to her chin

Chosen beaten path

Naive prerogative

Because what people said

her head when from blue to red

Now in open skies

Wing tips split open

Wasn't right

Given, try to swim

I held her hand and held my breath

Now, no resting

Everyday

The sunlight beams

It’s filtered out

So bright that she can’t see

Douse the fire with the flames

Wash my hands

Inferno in a hurricane

My cheeks down pour

gently

Soft sound of a pillow

gathering

So bullet proof

And sweet to stang

Heavy breathing

Rest up to swing again

I held her hand and held my...

Everyday

The sunlight beams

It’s filtered out

So bright that she can’t see

Now I remember

Reluctantly

It seemed to be

The dream she had to see

Rapture wraps me so indignantly

I swear I’d never drag you down with me

Persuaded to release her

Everyday

Now everyday

Now everyday

Everyday

We need Nirvana, Where are you Kurdt Kobain?

No more channels on my T.V.

American Idol you can go suck me

Hello Brittany Spears,

go dance around now I’ll tie you down

Manufactured Celebrities

Smile and Sell everything

I’m sick of Justin Timberlake

Please just quit

INSYNC bitch

We need Nirvana, Where are you Kurdt Kobain?

Tell me all about how ya sell it

Ms. jackson didn’t mean to s how her tit

star search Hollywood for a new star

and every commercial is the same old song

I don’t like hearin it all over

Same thing in 1989 now 2004

said where did we go now

We could just know if we had....

We need Nirvana, Where are you Kurdt Kobain?

It all sound familiar

Now we need someone whose Candid

Same old process think things over now

Believe me I know, when I walk on the sandstone

Thoughts of you

Your slippers have worn down

The sole reason for giving

Understood

Pitted wine and break open chocolates

All of the emptiness filled and lovely

So where did we go wrong was it

To quick to be urgent

So the heart is so tender

What an open mind needs what it feels

(chorus)

I’ll say I love you and you’ll say you’ll miss me

Then we just both say goodbye

So far I’ve seen what appears whispering

In my ear

Carolina instincts now shall stay at home

Like a Dream

Snoopy rock and oak creek nights

Your so kind be mindful

Blue sky forever

Speed of light and constellations

Remind me of you

Your head in my lap

Eyes in the sky penetrate

(chorus)

Embraced relentlessly

Dream of the way we use to be

In the heart of dead seas

And in the desert we made love

But that was so long ago

now memories and I say...

Heart of dead seas

say goodbye

miss me

say goodbye

I’ll say I love you

and you say goodbye

Come and visit me

I got new dolls to play with

Unsown buttons with out a hem

Pretty betty is my only friend

My house has a new fence

White and pointy on the ends

Come see Betty my friend

She can play kick the can

She helps me not to wonder

Where my mommy went to

I’m sure she’s near sometimes

Can you visit me?

I know no other way so I sing

I’m reelin in my lies

I got Betty to sympathize

So tired of tossin’ and turnin’

Not see you behind but ahead of me

I got a monster under my bed

He leaves his hair on my sheets

I have to weep to get Betty up

And rescue me from myself

I rest then and go outside

Where pointed fingers make me cry

Smooth and soft in Betty’s hair

I can brush away brush away when they stare

Can you visit me?

I know no other way so I sing

I’m reelin in my lies

I got Betty to sympathize

So tired of tossin and turnin

I just wanna go sleep

I not see you behind but inside of me

Can you visit me?

I’ve got a story there find my bride, mend my ways

I slipped in a puddle hit my head and bled

And I find

I’m all I got

Mystery man has read to me for a year now or so it seems

You always hit me

Like sun dancin hits on ice said,

I got my ways to receive

yea, I got my ways to deceive

I got my space to receive

I got some time

I’m all I got

There was a friendship

There was some good times

You were the asshole

Selfish bastard set me up

This goes out to everyone

Who had a friend and got betrayed

I know I’m so much better now

Hold my head up ‘cause

I’m all I got